" When i turned 13 about 2 years ago, I started to change both physically and spiritually. I would be tempted so easily. And I got jealous of people. I felt greedy and then, I even thought about murdering other people or committing suiciding. In the 10 commandments, it says to not murder. And if i was a true christian I would never think about this. But I did because i fell into the Satan's hand and became a stranger in the world...

And my life continued like that. And i even became a loner because I started to hate other people and i ignored everyone. I completly changed. However, when I went to my church retreat, i turned 15 there. And I learned the errors of my life and I was living towards hell, to satan. I felt so guilty. And i realized that I was going through a trial that God has given me. And I realized that I failed and that he was merciful to me. And I realized that I was a sinner. "

God bless.