I feel so retarded that all my friends are like,

"HEY WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN THESE DAYS"
"WHY SO EMO"

          [SHAAARR](C)New year haah says (11:47 AM):
*eh why mia so long!?

Like that as an example.

And like, only two of my buddies know what's going on.
So pathetic eh?

And i feel that i'm very retarded and dumb.
Seriously.
I feel like a cookie in a dustbin.