Afterlife.

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

(Fast Guitar Solo)
(Screaming)
(Laughing)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right


Rest in peace:
Grandpa.

Rest in peace:
Jimmy(Rev), avenged sevenfold drummer.

Rest in peace:
Ex-Indonesia president Abdurrahman Wahid.

May you all enjoy yourself in the afterlife.

Wohooooo.
Best Christmas party i've ever been to.(Second time)

Lol.

Anyway, won't talk about it much.

I still left some chocolates.
Anybody want them.
But i've fully distributed all the keychains and small soft toy already.
So it's just the chocolate. > -<
Too bad to those who didn't come on that day.

Free christmas chocolates!! ^ -^

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise
Living another day in disguise, these feelings cant be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight tonight
Stand up and fight

The fighting rages on and on
To challenge me you must be strong
I'll walk your land but don't belong
Two million soldiers can't be wrong

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared, others killing for fun
I shot a mother right in front of her son
(Take this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life, pray to God that our side is right
Though we won I still may lose, until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast, where did those years go?
Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

So many soldiers on the other side
I take their live so they don't take mine
(Scared to make it out alive now, murders all I know)
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here
I have my weapon so there's nothing to fear
(Another day, another life but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life, pray to God that our side is right
Though we won I still may lose, until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise
Living another day in disguise, these feelings cant be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight

Watching the death toll rise, wondering how I'm alive
Stranger's blood on my hands, shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans, with no thought of me
(No thought of me) No thought of me

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your streets tonight
Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared, in the name of God and country

Amen.

Sigh, you people just don't make up your mind.
Always turning me down at the last minute.

Anyway, anyone wanna go out with me on Christmas?
I'm free :DD

- Ning says (12:51 AM):
*o yeah
*you work until jan or feb?
waihian ت says (12:51 AM):
*?
*nop
*32 dec

Prepared the christmas present for everyone :D

AND-

I'm a Watson member, weeeets.

I has voucher.
FOR K BOX.

Cambodia

Day 5:

Woke up early in the morning(7am).
Off to a 8hr car-ride.

Every 2hr = rest spot.
Do not eat the food at the rest spots, it's a warning.

Went to Wugeko(?).
Took a boat to the water city.
Is cool.
The water city is almost similar to the ones on land.
It has everything.
Kitchen, bathroom and etc.
Took a boat back, didn't buy anything.

After we reached AngKor(city), we headed to our hotel.
Room: 303.

Settled down, watched alittle TV, then went down and shopped their night market.
Most of the items were from the Russian Market so i didn't really buy anything.
The market is really boring anyway.

After the night market walk, it's pretty late already.
Went back to the hotel.
Watched CN.(Cartoon network)

It was showing Naruto.(amazingly)
Watched.
Sleep.


End of day five.


Day 6:
Woke up early in the morning.
Headed to Angkor.

One of the seven wonder of the world.
Not wonderful.

If you are wondering what it is, this is it.
The 1000+ year old kingdom.



Took a ride there.
Was not feeling well ever since we reached Angkor.

Not going to elaborate much.
It's hard to explain but, it's just majestic.

So it is better you experience it yourself.

The road isn't very smooth and it destroys shoes. If you are ever going there, please bring 2-3 extra pairs of slippers.

The kingdom is separated into 3 parts.
Small Angkor.
Big Angkor.
Garden.

Walked around small Angkor for about 3hrs.
Got a ride around by a car to see the exterior.

Then went to Big Angkor.
Ride elephant around the place.
Then went inside the kingdom.

Huge rocks and faces.



Followed by climbing up a small hill.
Watched the sunset.
On the way to the hill, there is this flight of stairs.
It goes up pretty tall.

It is called; 'The Stairways to Heaven'(english).
And it is, literally.
Since once you fall you're in heaven.
Each step up is about 30cm(?).
In other words, the steps are pretty steep.
It's hard to climb up thw stairs.

Watched sunset, went dinner and etc.

End of day six.


Day 7:
Went around Angkor.(City)
Found a shopping mall.
Shopping.

Then out to lunch.
Beef noodles.
Taste great.
And cheap.
$2 per bowl.

And it is really good.

After lunch, went to some man-made well.
It is really huge.
The well was dug by many people 50 years ago.
It should be about 300m radius.

And i forgot the rest.

End of day seven.


Day 8:
I've forgotten.
I remembered: we went back to Angkor wat(the kingdom).
Bought some items from there.

And bought some other items from somewhere eles.
Bought shoes.

Went back to the hotel, used computer there.
Went back to the room.
Watched Naruto again.

End of day eight.

Day 9:
Woke up early in the morning.
Went back to Cambodia(home).
Took the 8hr ride again. Slept most of the time.

Reached the Cambodia(home), went around the shopping mall.
Then went to Russian Market again, to buy somethings people requested.

Was late, went back 'home', had dinner again.
Was great.

Went to the guest room.
Packed abit.
Sorted out the things i've bought.

Bought many stuffs for many people.
Showered and sleep.

End of day nine.


Day 10:
Return to Singapore.

Finished

From the previous week, had been watching Anime to kill time.
Watched 220 episodes of Naruto and...
26 episodes of Mai HiME.

Don't ask how, i just did it.

Anyway. Mai HiME Anime... should be recommended.(?)
I think it's a good romance anime.(i don't watch anime at all, but oh well)

The story is about a group of girls called: HiME.

HiME: Highly Materializing Equipment.
Hime, aka princess, will means that.. they are girls.(DUH)

Or you can say, robotic weapons that they summon anytime.
Well the story is something about the power of being a HiME, love and destroying the evil peoples yaw.

The HiME(s) get power from their loved ones or the one they loved the most.
The stronger the love, the stronger the power.

HOWEVER, when a HiME loses in battle(their robots died on them), they will lose their powers and the one they loved the most will die.(sad huh)But when a HiME wins a battle, their power gets stronger.


So, to end the story, the evil one has to die.
But in order to defeat the evil one, the HiME has to be strong, and only 1 HiME will fight with the evil peoples.

So yeah, many HiME lost and stuffs happened.
It's really a touching story.

Then there was this part where both HiME loved the same person. Mai HiME and some little girl. Mai killed that girl and her boyfriend died, unwillingly.
Beh, so sad that my heart couldn't take it, literally.

It's so touching that i cried.

Oh well, the ending is a really sad one.
One of the main character died and then something happened.

So yaw, i'm bored now.
Not watching anime anymore.

I wonder when i will get the O' level results.
If anyone know the date and time, please inform me yaw.

Shank Keewl.

Vote for my trip to Taiwan.

I do not want to go, but it's optional.
Probably be there to visit relatives only.
Last for 17 days.

I voted no.

No : 1
Yes : 0

Day 5 post will be delayed.


Will not dye hair.
Will cut hair soon.
Will not online so frequently.
Will eat lesser.
Will slim down.
Will get a job.
Will not SMS/Call anyone.
Will watch anime when onine.
Will runescape with Ben/boon/beng, the B3s.(i made it up myself)
Will not play online games.
Will do research about organs from now on.
Will go on MSN whenever i online.
Will post day 5 post next time.
Will not make Private servers.
Will not try to jump from the 2nd storey ever.
Will wait for my hand to heal.
Will need a job.
Will call Reena(Job)tomorrow.
Will not post tomorrow.
Will expect tags.
Will watch Anime now.

Bai-

From what i remember.


Day 1:
Reached the Cambodia airport at around 5pm.( Their time )
Was fetched by someone.(Relative of mine?)

Upon reaching their gate, the sky is very dark already.
We went to pack the luggage, then dinner.

Very healthy dinner.
It's vegetarian.

Taste great.

Watched TV for awhile.
Then slept at about 9.

I was lead to the guest room, at storey two.

This is the room i slept in, for the next few days.




End of day one.



Day two:
Woke up early.(8am)
Went out to their garden to take some pictures.
They had alot of animals and pets around.
So it's just like a mini-zoo, literally.

Took some pictures of the mini-zoo.


Wild birds flying around here, drinking water.


This is Lucky, a wolf-dog.
I like it alot.
It is really huge, the biggest dog i've seen.
It is taller than me when both of us sits down, so it's huggable.
Cute, and it likes to play alot.
It's active at night as a guard dog, and sleeps in the morning.
Plays in the evening.


They had this pet, a golden bird thingy.
It is said to be an endangered species of bird.
It is golden in colour, and only 1000 are left in the world.
They had three, and the golden bird loves to play with humans alot.
It always races with me, though i always won.(DUH)





They had chickens too.
Two grown ones, four baby chicks.
Awesomely cute.
One of the chick is a 'Hen', and it's very cute.
Would have brought it home yaw.





In the cage, there is this bird, black in colour.
It talks.
Not a parrot, or maybe a black parrot.
It says: HAI BOSS/MOM/imitates the door opening/HAI/HARRO (All in chinese)
Inside the cage, there is this small little white bird.
It sings, pretty much.




At the back of the garden, there is a huge pond.
However, it is covered with water-land type of plants.
Totally covered.
Except for a part at the back.
Two goose can be found there.
Male and female.
Then i realised that, they are very cute YAW!


Garden.
However, this pond will be cleared out and a helicopter landing area thing, will replace it.





Walking around and playing with the animals.
Yes playing with animals.
Since it's alittle boring at 'home'.
I found something.
I'll show you four pictures, and tell me what is that.






Stayed at 'home' today.
Everyone is busy.
Took some pictures.


This is their Garden, the background is their home or rather, soon-to-be Guest houses.



And this is their new home, that will be done 1-2 years time.
It's more of a kingdom actually.
Cool, YAW.



And yes, if you are wondering; all the land they use, is equal to any ordinary secondary school.
Means: HUGE.


End of day two.


Day 3:
Did the usual stuff.
As in, same as the day before.
But, i explored the interior of the house.
They have this pet, that is really cute.


It's the Flying Squirrels, rare ones.
They are black and white, which is uncommon.
When you let them out of the cage, they just cling onto your shirt.
Just like hugging you, yaw.

Very lovable and huggable.
Cute.


Today, the family ordered a truck of carrots.
They wanted to make these carrots into some salted carrot thing for the temple.
Like doing a good deed or something.
Repeat: A truck of carrots.
They bought 2.7 tonnes today.

So everyone in the house went to help by cutting/washing the carrots.
I did too.
That's why i had many cuts and bandages on my hand.
I didn't take pictures today.

In the afternoon, some of us stopped working, and Laura sent us to a place in Cambodia.
We went to Suria(?)shopping mall.
It's a shopping mall, but prices can be bargained.
Didn't buy anything there though.
We had a late lunch(Brunch) at The Pizza Store.
Something similar to Pizza hut.
But their pizza is awesome.
It's better and healthier than Pizza hut.
Less oil, more bread/vege on the pizza.
Was great.

Shopped more.
Went 'home' at 6.
Had dinner.
Vegetarian.

75% of the carrots are waiting to be cut and washed.


Day 4:
Woke up early in the morning.(7am)
Joanna brought me around again.
Went to the Russian market.
The very well known, Russian market in Cambodia.
Why?

Cheap stuff YAW!
That's why Levi's jeans are $5.
In Cambodia, we use USD.
So $5 is about $7.5 SGD
Still cheap!
Since items are manufactured there.
These items will be gather at the Russian market before selling to any company like Levi's, Converse.

Anything that's made in Thailand, is actually from Cambodia.
Even the rice.

Anyway, won't talk much about the shopping spree.
Just spend about $60(USD)

Day 5:
Woke up early in the morning again.(7am)
Went to the Russian Market again.
It is really big.
You can find anything there.
From Hats to Shoes, Head to Toe.

But first, you have to bargain.
Since the place is full of tourist, they raised their price by 400-500%
And after raising, a Branded shirt could be $9
First thing's first.
Bargain.

Straight half-price-bargaining technic.(hangaku yasuikaimono no jutsu!)[Japanese language bar failed me]
Sorry, i was watching Naurto these days to kill time.
The aim is to get about 75% of their price.
Then it's worth it.
It's worth buying without bargaining but... oh well. YAW.

Went home, helped out with the carrots again.




End-

I'mma watch Naruto/One-piece/Some very very long anime or drama, while waiting for job interview replies.

Like yaw.
Happy.

Cambodia

Went out early today.

Visited one of the seventh wonder of the world.
Not interested.

Hot and tiring,
Road isn't nice to walk on.

Shoe died.

Took afew pictures and some gifts back.

Yaw.

Still at AngKor Hotel.

Starting to like this place eh.

Anyway, will post pictures when i get back... soon.

Will be more active on facebook rather than blog.

Beh, need cash.


The items here are really cheap.

Spent alot.


SHOPPING SPREE:
6 shirts ( all branded )
5 pants ( 3 branded )
1 shorts
1 shoe ( branded )
2 hats
1 necklace ( Onyx + pure silver )
Cookies
8 DVD ( copies )


Total spend: $120 (in USD)( Yes we use USD here)


Might buy some more.. if i had time, anyone need anything?
Like, Levi's jeans here are like $5.
Why?

It's manufactured here.
It will go through the Hot Market before released to the city like USA and SG.

So yaw, if nobody request tomorrow at the latest, i'll take it as no nobody needs anything yaw.

So do tag me > _<

Anyway, off to SPA now, byebye.
$_$

Currently at AngKor Hotel.

Will blog after i'm back, Yaw.

Coke light can: S$3.40
I wtf'd.

I'm at the air port now, standing up and surfing the internet.

Sigh- why isn't there a chair.

Anyway, i will be going off in an hours time.

Please pass this message to: HO WAI HIAN


HO WAI HIAN: I FOUND THE AUSSIE CHOCOLATES AT THE AIR PORT, THEY ARE HELL EXPENSIVE.
LIKE ZOMGZ $49.99 PER BOX, YAW. PS, I CAN'T BUY YET. AFTER I'M BACK, AND IF I HAVE SOME CASH LEFT, I WILL BUY FOR YOU YAW.

WILL NOT TAKE MANY PICTURES.

BAI-

Asia, here i come.

Bah, flying off tomorrow.

First stop, Exotic Cambodia.
If there's a computer there, i might blog.



Everytime i went to; http://the-tranquility.blogspot.com/

First thing that i would do:
http://reasoninlife.blogspot.com/
http://www.layzorzpewpewpew.blogspot.com/
http://www.bracingheart.blogspot.com/
http://the-wild-imagination.blogspot.com/
http://g-eorginaaa.blogspot.com/

I would read(obviously).

Why?

The blog that contain many many pictures in most of the blog post, that's why!

The next thing i would do is to: DO A BLOG POST.

Countless tries attempted to write a poem, but i failed.
Sigh.

Anyway, has been active on MSN recently.
Talked to SiaoYing most of the time.
Since she is just 100m away from me, most of the time.

Please do not SMS/Call me starting from tomorrow, and the following 2 weeks.
Unless you think that two-digit phone bill is too little and planning to add another digit to make you happier.
Then suit yourself!