Everybody is so moodless today,

Sigh.
Most of my friends are soo moodless today, including me.

Why is everyone soo angry or sad today ?
Could it be monday blues ?

I couldn't cheer them up in the end ..
Guess i'm much of a failure..

Anyway, i don't know how long i can stay happy now.
Seemed that time passes too fast.

And 1st april, might be my last cheerful day of my life.

It has been decided.
It cannot be changed.
I can't run away anymore.

I'm going to get my medical report on 1st of april.
Be it good or bad.
It doesn't matter anymore, my existence is just not important as it seems.

Well anyways !
I'm mentally prepared so yeah.
I don't know if i'm excited or scared but, it can't be helped right ?

I'm left with only 8 days.
First of April, also known as the april fool day.
Guessed i'll be the one who will be getting the real deal after all huh ?

To all my friends there : Cheer up okay! Without positive emotions, you cannot succeed.


8 Days ... Sighs.