Absent tomorrow,

Will not attend school tomorrow !
Why ?
You should know if you usually come to read my blog !

I shall not repeat though, if you want to know, scroll down ! ): <


Anyways, i don't know what emotion i should have now.
Excited, depressed ?


Hope friends will help me to get homework for tomorrow haha !

I'm sooo happy now ^ -^

Basketball Day !

Play basketball with Beng, Boon, Clauds, Jom, Hian and me !

Meet up at 4:30 @ Buzz today.

Jom and friends were at the side of the Buzz shop when i reached there.
And waihian was at the other side lol.
And everybody was asking : Where's waihian ? Have you seen her ? LOLOLOL.

Anyways.
Played bball near jom's house.
The basketball had no air !! ):
So hard to bounce + the rainwater on the ground ..

Anyways had fun and btw,
Waihian, is your arm okay ? xD

You almost got devoured by Jom.

Everybody was soo scared to go near him, soo slimy and rough X:

All in all, today was fun.
But didn't really exercise alot haha !

Anyways, i manage to find my real japanese name !
In both Hiragana and katakana !

Hiragana : しんじゅ • てんじくねずみ
Katakana : シンジュ • テンジクネヅミ

The katakana has soo many smile faces haha .

Don't soo sad le !

This is for ting.
Don't soo sad le.
Though i don't know what you sooo sad about.
Anyways cheerup okay ?
This song is for youuu !



Lyrics :
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.


The sun will set for you yeah ?
You are important !
And even you shadows, can embrace the world!
So why can't you ?
Don't feel sad le yeah ?

Haha the don't watch the video, just listen x:

I'm back again !

I didn't post for soo long already !!

Like 4 days !

Whatever.

Today, there's the parent meeting thing.
And i haven't even inform my mommy about it !
That's why my 'parents' didn't come.

I bought a new PS2 game !
It's called God Hand.
DIfficult game !

Anyways.

Would like YOU to know about this song, with meaningful lyrics !



Lyrics :
Say, yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy

Slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind

If I scare you now
Don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Said if I scare you now
Don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see


This song, is for Clauds.
You should be able to comprehend the hidden meaning (:

Everybody is so moodless today,

Sigh.
Most of my friends are soo moodless today, including me.

Why is everyone soo angry or sad today ?
Could it be monday blues ?

I couldn't cheer them up in the end ..
Guess i'm much of a failure..

Anyway, i don't know how long i can stay happy now.
Seemed that time passes too fast.

And 1st april, might be my last cheerful day of my life.

It has been decided.
It cannot be changed.
I can't run away anymore.

I'm going to get my medical report on 1st of april.
Be it good or bad.
It doesn't matter anymore, my existence is just not important as it seems.

Well anyways !
I'm mentally prepared so yeah.
I don't know if i'm excited or scared but, it can't be helped right ?

I'm left with only 8 days.
First of April, also known as the april fool day.
Guessed i'll be the one who will be getting the real deal after all huh ?

To all my friends there : Cheer up okay! Without positive emotions, you cannot succeed.


8 Days ... Sighs.

Ohh mee pok !

Ohhh mee pok !
It's Sunday already !

Tomorrow will have school !
First period is PE D;

I bet is the 'GAMES' again.
Not fun de !

Right anyways.
Soo bored now.
Nothing much to do @ home !

And only MSN keeps me alive !

This week : Slow internet !!
Internet stuffies load soo slow like OMGs ~

Hate slow internet or slow computer !
Always piss me off |;

One note : ALICIA IS SO CUTE, BUT SHE LOST HER VOICE ><
YES YOU SAID THAT D;
Anyways, get well soon !
Without you talking it's soo soo not normal okay.

Ohh yes Homework !
I have no idea what homework we had, i heard most homework were given out on friday.. and i didn't attend school on friday so ... Oh mee pok !

Hah, nothing eles to post already.

Please chat with me in MSN D:

Soo bored ~
And slow internet bwah !

Whooops l:

Ohmygoshhh !

Didn't update blog for 3 days already l:
Sooo lazy haha.

Anyways.

Mommy says she's going overseas to work and will stay there ):
But she promised to come back every year !
Yay-ness-es-es-es-es !

Going out on this Sunday with her (:


These few days of march holidays are boring !!
Still can't memorise the Chemistry stuff !! D:

Can't give up though !!

Anddddd !
I might be taking photos and posting on the blog !
So my blog will be, Pictureful !
Yeah ! Pictureful !
New word haha.

Don't expect nice pictures though haha.

Time is passing by soo slowly this year ..
Why ?
This torment l:

Got to make good use of this time ! ;D
-Shinju

As promised !

Went out for lunch today with mommy !

Went to Jurong point's Japanese restaurant.
The fooood size are soo big OMGGG !
The everything, sushi, etc. are sooo soo huge okay !

Ate soo much haha.

After lunch, went to shop with mommy.

Okay, i bought the ice cream phone l:
Contract sponsor-ed by mommy !
Thanks mommy !

Soo now i have my PERSONAL phone ! Yay-ness-es ! ^o^
So i have the right to bring or not to bring to school.
Andddd, i decided not to !
Cause i don't want to spoil it again. Haha.

Want my number ? NO :D
I WILL NOT reply SMS or calls with the phone.
Why ?
Idk.

If you reallyyyy want my number.
MSN mee !!
But remember, i won't reply until afew weeks later (:

1 promise fulfilled and many many more to goo !!

Is this good ? O:

It's KF350 ( sounds like KFC l: ) aka ice cream phone o:

i wonder if it's good...
Any comments or ideas on that phone ?
I know someone loves it soo much though, right fats ? ;D

i was WRONG !

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Sorry for not posting these days.
Haha was lazy-ed.

Well anyways.
Got back overall results !

I WAS SOO SOO WRONG D:

I didn't get 17 points.

17 points was the CT1 score.
Overall was 24 !! DAMMIT !
Why ?
Failed test.
Didn't hand in assignments.
File undone.
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
very very ): !!

That just proves that homeworks are very important !!
So are file checks and normal class tests !!

If only i handed in mroe homework ):

Oh well anyways.

Today went out with clauds for E maths !

She need matrixxxxxxxxxxxx and like omgsssss idk how to do matrix l:

Soo hard to explain the method.

In the end, slacked in the library.
Found this really thick Java book.
About 15 cm thick !! OMG..
Thicker than dictionary.

Soooo heavy lol.

Read about this Spyware book.

Heh, will be attempting to create a spyware when i have time wahah !
I don't even know how to make a key logger o:
Soo no worries ! Heh.

Ate Murtabak today !
I never tried that until TODAY ! OMG IT'S SOOO BIG XDD
Soooo full already, and yet still need to eat such bigbig de thing !

Good thing clauds ate some for me haha !
Thanks ;D

Okay, off to try some spyware hehehe. (:

Whoa tired.

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Felt so restless today !
Hate Thursday the most.
8 periods of Chem OMG ( actually 2 but it feels like 8 ]: )

Slept at the first period.
Actually, slept at almost every lessons before recess.

Crave for Mee soto nw adays ! D:

Ate mee soto during recess :D

After recess, was about to sleep.
Suddenly remember my holy awakening chewing gum.
Ate two and was awaken straight away ;D
Gave some to my classmates who's feeling sleepy.
They went energized too ^-^

Nothing to say about today.
Maths teacher didn't come.
Had 4 free lessons.
Slept lol.

Sooo boring !

Friday is the last day of the term !
Will feel soo happy after friday ended haha.
-Shinju

Sooo bored !

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Now that Sec3 form teachers are away, most of my lessons are taken over by other teachers.
Hardly had any lessons today.
Slept on some of the lessons.

Had soo much homework the absent teachers gave.
):

2 Maths homework.
1 Geography homework
1 English file
1 Maths file
lots of POA pratices
1Chinese file
1Chinese essay

and more !

i think i will know how much i get for my L1R4 tomorrow.

If it's below 25, i'll celebrate ;D
If it's above 25, i'll work harder !

I'm not really working very hard though.

Only about 50% effort l:

Going to chiong chinese le !
;D;D;D

Anybody interested into teaching me chinese ? l:

School tomorrow and friday, will be soo bored !
Most lessons are gone.
Either more homework or sleep periods l:
Wonder if i can skip school this week haha !

Btw, study group will be on tuesday during march holidays !
Time and place will be confirmed. (:
Day might change. ):

i'm back !

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Hello !
Haven't been posting since 4 days ago haha.
Guess i was lazy l:

Had been either playing DotA or Java programming (homework).
Soo didn't really had time to blog haha.
Anyways, today wasn't very bad.

Brought lots of sweets to school !
But left more than half of what i brought l:

Got back afew overall results.
Was not as good as i thought.

E.Maths, targeted A1, got A1 ;D
Science, targeted C5, got B3 ;D
English, targeted B4, got B3 ;D
Chinese, targeted C6, got F9 ):
POA, targeted A2, got C5 ):

Haven't got back Geo's and SS's overall yet l:

Soo, L1R4 will be, 1+3+3+5+Humanities.
Which will be about, 11+ about 5-6.
Should be about 17.

Ohh well, will work harder next time !
And will study POA more ):

Will be more active in blogging now !
Soo watch out for more post !! :D

March holidays are coming.
Planned to study for the upcoming tests and more revision.
Anyone interested ?

Inform WH, thankyou.
Going to Dota again ): Bye !
-Shinju

I dragged myself to school.

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Sigh, today was a bad day.
Had a dream, of a big big castle.
I was exploring the castle, until a monster came out !
It took a big Axe and started chopping me !!
D:
Okay, nightmare.
Woke up, epistaxis attacked again ...
But it happened when i was asleep so i didn't stop it.
Lay on the bed to recover for a min.
Since i was feeling dizzy, massive headaches, numbs and etc.

Damned.

I still manage to get to school on time though, even though i left home at 7 ...

After some 'rest' in school, was feeling better.

Only got back Geo and Chem.

Science is now a C5 instead of a B4 means i got 18 points instead on 17. ):

Got B3 for Geo, but SS pulled me down, so i only got a C5.

All in all, i got should get around 18 points for the CT1 excluding the daily
assignments and other work like filing and etc.

i want 11 points ! ):

Still feeling abit sleepy now.

Played DotA again, with lagging computer and spinning head.

I found a hero i liked soo much, the whole person was a shadow!

Anyways, might be going out 2morrow, so might not accept any invitations.

Ohh yes ! Currently improving my Chem + Physics !
Anybody interested in spending time with me, as a revision, on bucking up Science?
If do, please MSN me !

Will be sleeping soon!
Bye!

-Shinju

CT 1 Paper back !

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Okay, to start first, i got 33 points for L1R4.
Bad ehh ? i know ):
How do i manage to promote ? idk.

Soo, got back lots of CT 1 paper by today !

Chinese - Failed ( As expected )
POA - Failed, but pass overall ! C5
E maths - Pass ! A1
Science, physics - Pass ! A1
chemistry - Unknown, will get on friday, tomorrow.
Humanities, SS - Failed
Geo - Unknown, will get on friday, tomorrow.
English - Unknown, will get tomorrow !

So, i calculated, if all unknowns get me 5 points, i got 18 points !! :D
Which means, i improved a total of ... 15 points !
Which means my overall grade has been increased by 75 marks !
Yuupp !

Today:
Was almost late today.
Woke up at 7. ):
Alarm didn't work.
Manage to reach on time though !

Lessons are all about CT 1 corrects.

Had POA suppl. after school.
Learn about the new chp, Partnership.

Doing Physics homework now, along with reading more chinese story books ! l:

Might be playing DotA with friends again.
Ohh, and it reminds me of something.

I got a friend who doesn't like it when i listen to him.
Funny eh ?

He ordered a newb like me, to check guides.
In order not to tarnish my reputation, i viewed youtube videos secretly.
And thus, learning the basics for some char i was using.
Guides says that a skilled, named Storm for short, wasn't used for escaping.
Check youtube for your own referrence.
It was used to aviod being targeted for approx. 1-2 hits to store time
for the stunning skill, or to escape while untargeted, which usually fails.
Okay.. so i tried using it THEIR way, and i got commented by that good friend of mine.
He wanted me to use storm HIS way now.
When dying- please use storm.
Hmm, so i used it his way, and because i still got killed because JH killed me and he said i suck.
Why, because i died in a storm.
LOL.
So all in all, his telling me, don't listen to him, or he might threaten the friendship.
Anyways, might be playing DotA after doing my homework.
Will online MSN and please feed my pet ! thanks ! :D

Another wish fulfilled in my wish list !! :D

End of CT 1 !

Shinju, the temperamental and unpredictable.

Yay, today is the last day of the CT1 ( Common test 1 ) :D
Soo stress a few days ago, although i didn't study all subjects.
Was putting less than 50% effort, wonder how much i can get :D

Today, had E maths and Geo test.
E maths was Okay.
Geo was abit hard.

Didn't study for Geo ehh, hope i don't fail haha.

After the test, normal lessons again !
Sighs.
Boring POA + Chem lesson.

Anyway, i think i might fail my POA this time. Sighs.
Why? Because i nvr study !! ):

After school, went to west mall to meet Alicia + clauds +
Reason?
Arcade lol.
Ran out of sweets, so went to get more !
Deon soo sucks in that game ahaha.
Loser (:
Got the jack-pot prize again !!
But Deon snatched it away ! OMGs
Was some bigbig glow in the dark robot ( Gundam ) toy.
The prize isn't appealing anyway.

Went to KFC to eat.
Followed by Popular.
Finally found the black boook ! ++ Line-ed Notebook ! :D
Now i can copy notes in there Heh.
School excercise boook are soo dull and boring !

Took bus home, got motion sicked again.
Currently still dizzy now l:

Going to eat some meds.
-Shinju :DD