Afterlife.

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

(Fast Guitar Solo)
(Screaming)
(Laughing)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right


Rest in peace:
Grandpa.

Rest in peace:
Jimmy(Rev), avenged sevenfold drummer.

Rest in peace:
Ex-Indonesia president Abdurrahman Wahid.

May you all enjoy yourself in the afterlife.

Wohooooo.
Best Christmas party i've ever been to.(Second time)

Lol.

Anyway, won't talk about it much.

I still left some chocolates.
Anybody want them.
But i've fully distributed all the keychains and small soft toy already.
So it's just the chocolate. > -<
Too bad to those who didn't come on that day.

Free christmas chocolates!! ^ -^

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise
Living another day in disguise, these feelings cant be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight tonight
Stand up and fight

The fighting rages on and on
To challenge me you must be strong
I'll walk your land but don't belong
Two million soldiers can't be wrong

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared, others killing for fun
I shot a mother right in front of her son
(Take this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life, pray to God that our side is right
Though we won I still may lose, until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast, where did those years go?
Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

So many soldiers on the other side
I take their live so they don't take mine
(Scared to make it out alive now, murders all I know)
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here
I have my weapon so there's nothing to fear
(Another day, another life but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life, pray to God that our side is right
Though we won I still may lose, until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise
Living another day in disguise, these feelings cant be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight

Watching the death toll rise, wondering how I'm alive
Stranger's blood on my hands, shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans, with no thought of me
(No thought of me) No thought of me

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your streets tonight
Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared, in the name of God and country

Amen.

Sigh, you people just don't make up your mind.
Always turning me down at the last minute.

Anyway, anyone wanna go out with me on Christmas?
I'm free :DD

- Ning says (12:51 AM):
*o yeah
*you work until jan or feb?
waihian ت says (12:51 AM):
*?
*nop
*32 dec

Prepared the christmas present for everyone :D

AND-

I'm a Watson member, weeeets.

I has voucher.
FOR K BOX.

Cambodia

Day 5:

Woke up early in the morning(7am).
Off to a 8hr car-ride.

Every 2hr = rest spot.
Do not eat the food at the rest spots, it's a warning.

Went to Wugeko(?).
Took a boat to the water city.
Is cool.
The water city is almost similar to the ones on land.
It has everything.
Kitchen, bathroom and etc.
Took a boat back, didn't buy anything.

After we reached AngKor(city), we headed to our hotel.
Room: 303.

Settled down, watched alittle TV, then went down and shopped their night market.
Most of the items were from the Russian Market so i didn't really buy anything.
The market is really boring anyway.

After the night market walk, it's pretty late already.
Went back to the hotel.
Watched CN.(Cartoon network)

It was showing Naruto.(amazingly)
Watched.
Sleep.


End of day five.


Day 6:
Woke up early in the morning.
Headed to Angkor.

One of the seven wonder of the world.
Not wonderful.

If you are wondering what it is, this is it.
The 1000+ year old kingdom.



Took a ride there.
Was not feeling well ever since we reached Angkor.

Not going to elaborate much.
It's hard to explain but, it's just majestic.

So it is better you experience it yourself.

The road isn't very smooth and it destroys shoes. If you are ever going there, please bring 2-3 extra pairs of slippers.

The kingdom is separated into 3 parts.
Small Angkor.
Big Angkor.
Garden.

Walked around small Angkor for about 3hrs.
Got a ride around by a car to see the exterior.

Then went to Big Angkor.
Ride elephant around the place.
Then went inside the kingdom.

Huge rocks and faces.



Followed by climbing up a small hill.
Watched the sunset.
On the way to the hill, there is this flight of stairs.
It goes up pretty tall.

It is called; 'The Stairways to Heaven'(english).
And it is, literally.
Since once you fall you're in heaven.
Each step up is about 30cm(?).
In other words, the steps are pretty steep.
It's hard to climb up thw stairs.

Watched sunset, went dinner and etc.

End of day six.


Day 7:
Went around Angkor.(City)
Found a shopping mall.
Shopping.

Then out to lunch.
Beef noodles.
Taste great.
And cheap.
$2 per bowl.

And it is really good.

After lunch, went to some man-made well.
It is really huge.
The well was dug by many people 50 years ago.
It should be about 300m radius.

And i forgot the rest.

End of day seven.


Day 8:
I've forgotten.
I remembered: we went back to Angkor wat(the kingdom).
Bought some items from there.

And bought some other items from somewhere eles.
Bought shoes.

Went back to the hotel, used computer there.
Went back to the room.
Watched Naruto again.

End of day eight.

Day 9:
Woke up early in the morning.
Went back to Cambodia(home).
Took the 8hr ride again. Slept most of the time.

Reached the Cambodia(home), went around the shopping mall.
Then went to Russian Market again, to buy somethings people requested.

Was late, went back 'home', had dinner again.
Was great.

Went to the guest room.
Packed abit.
Sorted out the things i've bought.

Bought many stuffs for many people.
Showered and sleep.

End of day nine.


Day 10:
Return to Singapore.

Finished

From the previous week, had been watching Anime to kill time.
Watched 220 episodes of Naruto and...
26 episodes of Mai HiME.

Don't ask how, i just did it.

Anyway. Mai HiME Anime... should be recommended.(?)
I think it's a good romance anime.(i don't watch anime at all, but oh well)

The story is about a group of girls called: HiME.

HiME: Highly Materializing Equipment.
Hime, aka princess, will means that.. they are girls.(DUH)

Or you can say, robotic weapons that they summon anytime.
Well the story is something about the power of being a HiME, love and destroying the evil peoples yaw.

The HiME(s) get power from their loved ones or the one they loved the most.
The stronger the love, the stronger the power.

HOWEVER, when a HiME loses in battle(their robots died on them), they will lose their powers and the one they loved the most will die.(sad huh)But when a HiME wins a battle, their power gets stronger.


So, to end the story, the evil one has to die.
But in order to defeat the evil one, the HiME has to be strong, and only 1 HiME will fight with the evil peoples.

So yeah, many HiME lost and stuffs happened.
It's really a touching story.

Then there was this part where both HiME loved the same person. Mai HiME and some little girl. Mai killed that girl and her boyfriend died, unwillingly.
Beh, so sad that my heart couldn't take it, literally.

It's so touching that i cried.

Oh well, the ending is a really sad one.
One of the main character died and then something happened.

So yaw, i'm bored now.
Not watching anime anymore.

I wonder when i will get the O' level results.
If anyone know the date and time, please inform me yaw.

Shank Keewl.

Vote for my trip to Taiwan.

I do not want to go, but it's optional.
Probably be there to visit relatives only.
Last for 17 days.

I voted no.

No : 1
Yes : 0

Day 5 post will be delayed.


Will not dye hair.
Will cut hair soon.
Will not online so frequently.
Will eat lesser.
Will slim down.
Will get a job.
Will not SMS/Call anyone.
Will watch anime when onine.
Will runescape with Ben/boon/beng, the B3s.(i made it up myself)
Will not play online games.
Will do research about organs from now on.
Will go on MSN whenever i online.
Will post day 5 post next time.
Will not make Private servers.
Will not try to jump from the 2nd storey ever.
Will wait for my hand to heal.
Will need a job.
Will call Reena(Job)tomorrow.
Will not post tomorrow.
Will expect tags.
Will watch Anime now.

Bai-

From what i remember.


Day 1:
Reached the Cambodia airport at around 5pm.( Their time )
Was fetched by someone.(Relative of mine?)

Upon reaching their gate, the sky is very dark already.
We went to pack the luggage, then dinner.

Very healthy dinner.
It's vegetarian.

Taste great.

Watched TV for awhile.
Then slept at about 9.

I was lead to the guest room, at storey two.

This is the room i slept in, for the next few days.




End of day one.



Day two:
Woke up early.(8am)
Went out to their garden to take some pictures.
They had alot of animals and pets around.
So it's just like a mini-zoo, literally.

Took some pictures of the mini-zoo.


Wild birds flying around here, drinking water.


This is Lucky, a wolf-dog.
I like it alot.
It is really huge, the biggest dog i've seen.
It is taller than me when both of us sits down, so it's huggable.
Cute, and it likes to play alot.
It's active at night as a guard dog, and sleeps in the morning.
Plays in the evening.


They had this pet, a golden bird thingy.
It is said to be an endangered species of bird.
It is golden in colour, and only 1000 are left in the world.
They had three, and the golden bird loves to play with humans alot.
It always races with me, though i always won.(DUH)





They had chickens too.
Two grown ones, four baby chicks.
Awesomely cute.
One of the chick is a 'Hen', and it's very cute.
Would have brought it home yaw.





In the cage, there is this bird, black in colour.
It talks.
Not a parrot, or maybe a black parrot.
It says: HAI BOSS/MOM/imitates the door opening/HAI/HARRO (All in chinese)
Inside the cage, there is this small little white bird.
It sings, pretty much.




At the back of the garden, there is a huge pond.
However, it is covered with water-land type of plants.
Totally covered.
Except for a part at the back.
Two goose can be found there.
Male and female.
Then i realised that, they are very cute YAW!


Garden.
However, this pond will be cleared out and a helicopter landing area thing, will replace it.





Walking around and playing with the animals.
Yes playing with animals.
Since it's alittle boring at 'home'.
I found something.
I'll show you four pictures, and tell me what is that.






Stayed at 'home' today.
Everyone is busy.
Took some pictures.


This is their Garden, the background is their home or rather, soon-to-be Guest houses.



And this is their new home, that will be done 1-2 years time.
It's more of a kingdom actually.
Cool, YAW.



And yes, if you are wondering; all the land they use, is equal to any ordinary secondary school.
Means: HUGE.


End of day two.


Day 3:
Did the usual stuff.
As in, same as the day before.
But, i explored the interior of the house.
They have this pet, that is really cute.


It's the Flying Squirrels, rare ones.
They are black and white, which is uncommon.
When you let them out of the cage, they just cling onto your shirt.
Just like hugging you, yaw.

Very lovable and huggable.
Cute.


Today, the family ordered a truck of carrots.
They wanted to make these carrots into some salted carrot thing for the temple.
Like doing a good deed or something.
Repeat: A truck of carrots.
They bought 2.7 tonnes today.

So everyone in the house went to help by cutting/washing the carrots.
I did too.
That's why i had many cuts and bandages on my hand.
I didn't take pictures today.

In the afternoon, some of us stopped working, and Laura sent us to a place in Cambodia.
We went to Suria(?)shopping mall.
It's a shopping mall, but prices can be bargained.
Didn't buy anything there though.
We had a late lunch(Brunch) at The Pizza Store.
Something similar to Pizza hut.
But their pizza is awesome.
It's better and healthier than Pizza hut.
Less oil, more bread/vege on the pizza.
Was great.

Shopped more.
Went 'home' at 6.
Had dinner.
Vegetarian.

75% of the carrots are waiting to be cut and washed.


Day 4:
Woke up early in the morning.(7am)
Joanna brought me around again.
Went to the Russian market.
The very well known, Russian market in Cambodia.
Why?

Cheap stuff YAW!
That's why Levi's jeans are $5.
In Cambodia, we use USD.
So $5 is about $7.5 SGD
Still cheap!
Since items are manufactured there.
These items will be gather at the Russian market before selling to any company like Levi's, Converse.

Anything that's made in Thailand, is actually from Cambodia.
Even the rice.

Anyway, won't talk much about the shopping spree.
Just spend about $60(USD)

Day 5:
Woke up early in the morning again.(7am)
Went to the Russian Market again.
It is really big.
You can find anything there.
From Hats to Shoes, Head to Toe.

But first, you have to bargain.
Since the place is full of tourist, they raised their price by 400-500%
And after raising, a Branded shirt could be $9
First thing's first.
Bargain.

Straight half-price-bargaining technic.(hangaku yasuikaimono no jutsu!)[Japanese language bar failed me]
Sorry, i was watching Naurto these days to kill time.
The aim is to get about 75% of their price.
Then it's worth it.
It's worth buying without bargaining but... oh well. YAW.

Went home, helped out with the carrots again.




End-

I'mma watch Naruto/One-piece/Some very very long anime or drama, while waiting for job interview replies.

Like yaw.
Happy.

Cambodia

Went out early today.

Visited one of the seventh wonder of the world.
Not interested.

Hot and tiring,
Road isn't nice to walk on.

Shoe died.

Took afew pictures and some gifts back.

Yaw.

Still at AngKor Hotel.

Starting to like this place eh.

Anyway, will post pictures when i get back... soon.

Will be more active on facebook rather than blog.

Beh, need cash.


The items here are really cheap.

Spent alot.


SHOPPING SPREE:
6 shirts ( all branded )
5 pants ( 3 branded )
1 shorts
1 shoe ( branded )
2 hats
1 necklace ( Onyx + pure silver )
Cookies
8 DVD ( copies )


Total spend: $120 (in USD)( Yes we use USD here)


Might buy some more.. if i had time, anyone need anything?
Like, Levi's jeans here are like $5.
Why?

It's manufactured here.
It will go through the Hot Market before released to the city like USA and SG.

So yaw, if nobody request tomorrow at the latest, i'll take it as no nobody needs anything yaw.

So do tag me > _<

Anyway, off to SPA now, byebye.
$_$

Currently at AngKor Hotel.

Will blog after i'm back, Yaw.

Coke light can: S$3.40
I wtf'd.

I'm at the air port now, standing up and surfing the internet.

Sigh- why isn't there a chair.

Anyway, i will be going off in an hours time.

Please pass this message to: HO WAI HIAN


HO WAI HIAN: I FOUND THE AUSSIE CHOCOLATES AT THE AIR PORT, THEY ARE HELL EXPENSIVE.
LIKE ZOMGZ $49.99 PER BOX, YAW. PS, I CAN'T BUY YET. AFTER I'M BACK, AND IF I HAVE SOME CASH LEFT, I WILL BUY FOR YOU YAW.

WILL NOT TAKE MANY PICTURES.

BAI-

Asia, here i come.

Bah, flying off tomorrow.

First stop, Exotic Cambodia.
If there's a computer there, i might blog.



Everytime i went to; http://the-tranquility.blogspot.com/

First thing that i would do:
http://reasoninlife.blogspot.com/
http://www.layzorzpewpewpew.blogspot.com/
http://www.bracingheart.blogspot.com/
http://the-wild-imagination.blogspot.com/
http://g-eorginaaa.blogspot.com/

I would read(obviously).

Why?

The blog that contain many many pictures in most of the blog post, that's why!

The next thing i would do is to: DO A BLOG POST.

Countless tries attempted to write a poem, but i failed.
Sigh.

Anyway, has been active on MSN recently.
Talked to SiaoYing most of the time.
Since she is just 100m away from me, most of the time.

Please do not SMS/Call me starting from tomorrow, and the following 2 weeks.
Unless you think that two-digit phone bill is too little and planning to add another digit to make you happier.
Then suit yourself!

Hey, you can't turn off the music. (G)

Dreams will come true.

I will change again.


Another metamorphosis...






I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Yesterday's dream, changed my life.

Sucessfully down by 3.7KG.
Is happier now.

No mood.
Not well.



You know...
I seem to anger everyone.
I should keep quiet.
Sigh

hello !
i've received your email :D
of course i remembered you , but i cant remember your face
im really sorry ..
sorry that im not a good tour guide
but im glad that u all enjoyed :D
everyday is always warm and humid unless it rains ):
do you mind sending the group photos to me ?
and with names .
thank you !

sorry..
i don't speak japanese!):



Translation for the previous post.

I like blogs with many many pictures.

waihian ت says (2:10 AM):
*わたしは WaiHian ともうします。

わたしうけとる あなたの e-mail :D
もちろん, おぼえて あなた. でもおもい だせ-ません あなた かお
ほんとに ごめんなさい...


すみません, わたしは すごいの tour guide じゃない

でもうれし たのしむ :D

まいにち わ いつも あたたかい や むしあつい なければあめです

私にグループの写真を送ることを気にする ?
名前を使って .

ありがとう ございます!

御免なさい..
私は日本語を話さない! ):




She e-mailed someone to hurt them.
Goodjob.
Keep it up.
Best friend.

- Ning says (1:24 AM):
*lol.
*Anyway, who do you want to come for basketball ?

waihian ت says (1:25 AM):
*im kind of scared of jon
*...

I am sorry..

I really am..

Join me on the best game ever.

        N        ing says (10:49 PM):
*You can try the best mmorpg in the world! It's called real life Online where you get to choose betweeen so many races for example asians, whites, blacks, hispanics , native americans, etc! At lvl 0-4 ur a infant/todler and when you're lvl 13 you get to promote yourself to a teen and etc! When you're 18 you get to pick YOUR FIRST CLASS!!!! You can choose from doctors/policemen there's so much that i lost count! I've only been playing this game for 16years and i'm a teen, what lvl are you?
Dragon says (10:50 PM):
*Level 15.
*Levelling up soon.
        N        ing says (10:51 PM):
*Great, what skills did you add?
*I added Programming skills an gaming skills.
*I added 15 on the attribute: weight.
Dragon says (10:51 PM):
*I forgot what I added.

Day six.

Weeets, able to talk to baby through MSN :D

Anyways.

Wokeup alittle later today, again.
Maths paper 2.

Went to school at 10:30.
Studied alittle.

The paper was unexpectedly harder.
Got me off guard.
Left 6marks blank.
Down by 1 grade.
Not happy.

Overall was still okay.
Still got careless mistakes.
Did most of the questions.

1step to 5steps.
Still got the answer right though.
Is happy.
But might get C grade.
Do not like.

No paper tomorrow.
Will study SS tomorrow.
Slacking at Runescape now.
Is fun.
Made a new character.
Unexpected name.

Exobiology.

Random.

Will be studying alone tomorrow.
Will go school on Friday to study science.

Got lots of content for SS.
Is busy.
End-

Day five.

Woke up even later today.
Has Maths paper.

Went to the staffroom in the morning to study.
Memorized alot of formulae.
20% came out.
Fear not, there is paper two tomorrow.

Paper started at: 14:00.
Was not very easy.
Did every question, except the last one.

Made alot of careless mistakes after double checking with Polarbear.
If i do not have careless mistakes, i should be able to get a B for that
Paper easy.


Calculate 38634232/ 8712487912 x 3142897 using a calculator.
Write what you see on your calculator. _________________________________. [2Marks]

i Lul'd.

Will be having Maths paper 2 tomorrow.
Might sleep alittle later.
Hungry.
Tako ball plawks, phanks.

End-

Day four.

No school today.
Hurray?
No, it's English O levels today.
Nervous?
Who won't be.


Woke up alittle later today.
Alarm:9.
Woke up at 9:30.
Prepared, went to school and reached about 10:30.
Went to staff room.
Revised some Maths with Hian and Kris(and friends).
Went to the canteen to grab afew bites.

English Paper one starts at 1:30.
English Paper two starts at 4:00

First paper wasn't bad.
I messed up afew parts of my story.

Story:I got stabbed in the ass, i died.

Letter:Messed up the format, then realised format wasn't important.

Paper two was complicated.
Topic:Sleep and dreams.
Is lucky.

Did alot of research about lucid dreams and stuff.
Had the base, need the top now.

Questions are okay.
Paramount, Ruse of silence.

I got 12 points for Summary.
Is happy.

The Comprehension don't seem hard.


Reach home at 6.
Bathed and studied alittle SS.
Might study maths with luppy tomorrow.

Watching fail blog on youtube now.
Is enjoying.

I need some rest too yeah?

Is tired.
End-

Day three.

Day three.

Stayed at home all day today.
Studied English formats.
Memorized 4.
Unsure of formal and reports.

Will study Maths tomorrow.
Might go school early to study first.
Lucnh was fish.
Salmon with some random fish.
Love it.
Wonder when i'll eat that again.

Played abit today.
Was lazy.
Going to sleep at 11:30.
Hopefully to wake up at 10 tomorrow.

End-

Day two.

Day two.

Went out in the afternoon to Perm's house.
Got Geo notes, need SS notes now.
Hope he can find it.

Beng came shorter after.
Played DotA as usual.
I tried Ninja Gaiden 2.
Fun to the minimum.

Perm's mom bought us dinner.
Was Western food.
Was fatty.
Ate and off at 8.
Walked to the MRT as usual.
MRT was empty, magically.
Reached home at 8:30.

-End

K-Box.

First day:

Went out with friends today to K Box !
Went out at 3 to meet Dragon, Polar, Perm, Xiang, and Beng.
Went to K Box centre, Clementi.
Took MRT.
Reached at 3:45.
Sang alot.
Talks like a toad now.
Left K box at 8:10.
Went to Pizza Hut for dinner.
Had an awesomely spicy dinner similar to Dragon's.
Went to the game shop to let Perm buy his PS3 games.
Taka Jewellery sells cheap stuffs now.
Might buy.
Has no money now.

Enjoyed myself today.
No worry!
Keeping blog post short and sweet.

End-

Happiness to dejection, grief and agony.

Blah, forced again.

What was your:
1.Last beverage: Milo
2.Last phone call: Nicoleeee
3.Last text message: Nicoleeee
4.Last song you listened to: FT Island - Heaven
5.Last time you cried: Forgotten.
6.Have you ever dat: Yes.
8.kissed someone and regretted it: Nope.
9.lost someone special: Yes.
10.Been depressed: Yes.
11.Been drunk and threw up: Nope
List three favourite colours:
12.Black
13.Red
14.White

This year have you:
15.made a new friend: Yes.
16.fallen out of love: Nope.
17.laughed until you cried: Yes.
18.met someone who changed you: Yes.
19.found out who your true friends are: Nope.
20.found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21.kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope.
22.how many people on your friend's list do you know in real life? 35%
23.how many kids do you want to have? 2.
24.Do you have any pets? Yes.
25.do you want to change your name? No.
26.what did you do for your last birthday? Celebrated with smallsmall piggy and Claudy
27.what time did you wake up today? 7.30am
28.what were you doing at midnight last night? Talking on the phone.
29.name something you cannot wait for: Holiday.
30.last time you saw your mother: 5 days ago.
31.what is the one thing you wish you could change about your life? Grow shorter.
32.what are you listening to right now? FT Island - Heaven.
33.have you ever talked to a person named Tom? No.
34.what's getting on your nerves right now? This quiz.
35.most visited webpage: Wikipedia.
36.What's your real name? Ning.
37.Nicknames: Pig.
38.relationship status: In relationship.
39.Zodiac/horoscope: Gemini, Hamster
40.male or female: Male.
41.Elementary school: Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary School.
42.Middle school: Hillgrove Secondary School.
43.High school/college: Waffles.
44.Hair colour: Dark Brown.
45.Long or short: Short.
46.Height: Approximately 180.
47.Do you have a crush on someone: No.
48.what do you like about yourself: My layzor.
49.piercings: None at the moment.
50.tattoo: No.
51.righty or lefty: Both.

Firsts
52.First surgery: Unkown reason, age 7.
53.First piercing: None.
54.First best friend: Forgotten.
55.First sport you joined: Running
56.first vacation: Singapore?
57.first pair of trainers: Nike ?

Right now:
58.Eating: Nothing.
59.Drinking: Nothing.
60.i'm about to: Sleep.
61.Listening to: The engine of my PC.
62.waiting on: On a chair.

Your future:
63.Want kids: Yes.
64.get married: Yes.
65.career: Yes.

Which is better ?
66.lips or eyes? Eyes.
67.hugs or kisses? Hugs
68.shorter or taller? Shorter
69.older or younger? Younger.
70.romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneous.
71.nice stomach or nice arms? Nice legs.
72.sensitive or loud? Sensitive.
73.hook-up or relationship? Relationship.
74.trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

Have you ever :
75.kissed a stranger? Never.
76.drank hard liquor? Yes.
77.lost glasses/contacts? No.
78.sex on first date? No.
79.broken someone's heart? Yes.
80.been arrested? No.
81.turned someone down? No.
82.cried when someone died? No.
83.fallen for a friend: No, i walk properly.

Do you believe in :
84.yourself? Yes.
85.miracles? Yes.
86.love at first sight? Yes.
87.Heaven? Yes.
88.santa claus? Me ?
89.kiss on the first date? No.
90.angels: Yes.

Answer truthfully:
91.had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? No.
92.did you sing today? No, magically.
93.ever cheated on somebody? No.
94.if you could go back in time, how far will you go? 16 years ago.
95.if you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be? Birthday.
96.are you afraid of falling in love? No.
97.do you prefer dark or light? Light.
98.emo or happy? Happy.
99.friends or alone? Friends.
100.posting this as 100 truths: O HAI

15 September, 2009

After almost three months without blogging, i have decided to blog. (forced to blog)
I am going to do a long long post !!( forced to)
and i'll write about sooooo many things !!( forced to)

Anyway:

Today is Tuesday, came back to school after a very very long holiday, including monday, because i skipped school. I woke up late waka.

Anyways:
School was usual, boring stuff happens, not much lessons, just pratice and pratice and many many supplimentory.

Other than the well know Ah-beng in my class being in the spot light, Brendan also entertained us all !
Miss them and their entertainment.

Got lots of homework, undone.
Do not think i will be doing any, since i'm soo lazy.
Had been self-studying at home.
Maths and POA first.
Followed by Science next.
About Geo and SS, i think, i'll study that last.

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a POA and science teacher :D
Anyone ?

Boring.
Back to PerfectWorld these few days.
Met alot of old friends.
They were still playing after 2 years O_o
They are almost at the Level cap now haha.

O levels are coming soo soon !
Less than 60 days more to O levels.
Don't think i'll do well though.
Prelims result were depressing.

Only passed 3 out of 7.
Didn't pass overall.
How happy.

Anyways, now for a top secret so as to compensate the loss of post these days.

Mommy said: You shall work for me as an investor in another country after you complete your education.

That's all.
Lol.
BUT, i'm soo not going oversea.

Not leaving my friends here, not leaving adorable here :D

Okay, going to drink Yakult now, Bahbye :D

Ohyeah, i quit Plurk.

Boring.

Kthxbai.

Zomg, first suvey i did in my life.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- The Beach.

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Like a human

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Could not remember.

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- No.

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- I don't donate what i lack.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yes i do.

7.Do you want someone dead?
- Not yet, but soon.

8.What does your last message in your inbox says?
- Wait ah, restart com.

9.What are you thinking of right now?
- How to stop coughing like a mad pig.

10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- I don't wish, i want.

11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 12:43

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- A place that don't exist anymore.

13.Is someone in your mind right now?
- Yes.

14.Who was the last person to text you?
- Nicole with loves.

I have h1n1.

kkthxbai.

Im done.




You owe me one!




Nzxczxc.

Eeeeew i miss you :(
Oh and btw i hate your blog its fugly hahahahahah
-runs-

' Nic

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Today, woke up at 10.
Baby sms'd me.
Loved her lots lots lots !

Bathd, and etc.
Choing'd to her house !

Duration, 10:30-11.59
I didn't break my promise of being there before 12.
So i winner.

Haha 1 min early .
Kk.

Went to somewhere quiet.
Ehhhhh.
My first kiss was given to Loves.
Haha, she is coool man !
I tell you all coooool.
Envy me nao.

After that, went to the night market in the afternoon.
Not many shops were opened.
So bought only drinks and some balls and pizzas !

Ate with Dear.

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After some stuff happened, she got to go already!
Soo soon ):
Went home ALONE, ALONE, ALONE, ALONE.
Sigh'd.
Sigh'd again.
Sms'd dear and took MRT home !
Reached home, bought some sandwitch for dinner !

kthxbai

(sob)

Loves went out with family(?) today.
And since i've finished my afternoon studies and i have
totally nothing to do, i'll list what loves likes/dislikes.

And show you how special she is !
(i hope she don't mind though)


She loves;
Red.
Watermelons.
Watermelon flavoured candy.
Watermelon flavoured lollipops.
Blood, alot of them.
Horror movies, laughs at them.
My hand d(^^).
Me.
Dark chocolate, bitter ones.
Her marvelous toy.
Cartoon, pokemon, digimon and so on.
Television.
Dragonica.
Pong.
To eat Korean dishes, kimchi.
Korean dramas.
Korean celebrities.
Ultra spicy stuffs.
Black/dark colours.
My handphone. d(^^)
To touch me alot. (whoops)

and many more. (idk already D:)

She hates;
Being called cute/adorable/lovable and etc.
My height.
Sports.
Supper(?).
Being irritated.
Being backstabbed.
Being beaten in arm wrestling (sorry :D)
Bright colours like pink and yellow.
Uberly sweet food.
Kw, an uberly fugly person.
Bitches who badmouth her/herfriends.
Boring people.
Being ignored.
Being left out.
Being alone.


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Ohmygod, where are you loves, can you come home now ):


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I had never felt this way before.

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I love you more than my " palm 3 " ( random)

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Missing you ...

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Anyways.
My love is really special !

I wonder if she will really suck blood like vampires X:
If i ever bleed on those days, she might drink all my blood |:
Loves is soo MAN !
Woots. LOL (zi high)
Loves, you need to grow taller, i can't touch your face |:

Zzzzzz, time is passing sooo slowly ...

I don't like this feeling ):

Sigh, going to sleep now.

Bye.
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Edit: Damn i cant't sleep ..
and there's a song that totally describes me now.





I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

I can't sleep, i keep thinking of you.
Is this good or bad ? ):

The love i give you is more than what jesus gave.

Ohmygod nicole, i loveeee you can ? Lol.

Anyway, missed school today.
Woke up uberly late like .. 12 ._.

D:

Sms'd loves.
Then went out with loves today :D !!

Went somewhere quiet near her house.
Then talked alot. LOOOOOOL.

Then then !!
I hugged her :D
Like ohmygod lah lol > <> <

At about 8 (?).
Sent her home. Haha.

Held her hands.
Was like, fuzzy feeling ~ #@%^@@%#@!

D:
But then her house was near so had to let go soo early ):
Sigh.
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I love you baby !! I LOVEEEE YOUUUU :D

See you on monday loves <3

Loves !

29 June, 2009.

Talked to neecold on the phone.
For 4hrs :D
Lol.
Used homephone don't worry ^^
She is like, sooo scary (hope she don't read this ><)
Lol anyways, longest phone call i ever did.

Record :D !

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30 June, 2009.

Went school in the morning.
Found out that arrival time is 8:30 ._.

Went to Mac to eat breakfast + revision.
Went back to school at 7:45(?)

Went up to class.
Wanted to copy hw, but everybody was doing so.
.____.

Soooo many homework can !

Lol, anyways.
After school, waited for BC to lunch.
Walked to the MRT station.

Went to Plaza Singapura.
Second time(?).
Was soo big there > <.
Met love at MRT station.

Went to the movies.

Had afew good laughs :D
After that, wanted to dinner there, but she was not hungry ):
So i sent her home instead.

Then, her mom saw me O_O
Lol.
That's what she said though.

Anyways, loves, you are soo adoooorable ! :D
Since you don't let me say the word 'cute'. ^ -^

Let's go out some other time :D

Sunday, 28 June, 2009

It's the last day of the summer holidays !

There will be school tomorrow yeah :D

Anyways.
Went to JP to meet mommy.

Went to eat lunch there. (duh)
Chose an unknown Korean Restaurant.

Name; Baek Doo San Korean Restaurant.

The things are soo ... yuky > <

I don't like it.
Maybe i don't like korean food ? o:
Idk, i just don't like their food lol.
Ate half-way and ended up shopping alone.

Lol.
Anyways.
Shopped awhile.

Bought afew yoghuts(?).
Was very good :D

After that, went home.
Online'd and DGN'd :D


ANDDDDDD.

Neecold was sad today D:
About her thingy.
But anyways !

Me and neecold are officially, in relationship ! :D

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I - Love - You - Alot :D

Sunday, 21 June, 2009

Woke up late again.
As usual.

Went JP with mom.
Ate breakfast+lunch there.
At New york New york.

Love that place.
Food is great.
Alot and cheap.
I like.
Fat++

After that.
Shop for awhile before Dragon arrives.

Dragon arrives in a cute casual wear.
Shop around with him.
Ate ice-cream at Anderson's Ice cream place.

Love that ice cream.
Had Mocha Almond.
Great !
Fat ++

After that.
Beng arrives.
He saw us savour the ice-cream.

Next, a ******* with attitude came to look for us.
We gave obvious instructions and directions.
He took a long time to reach NEAR us.
Then he had fats covering his eyes and walked to JP2 instead to look for us despite
the number of times we told him that we were at JP1 all the time.

Decided to look for him then.
Walked around JP2 for 1hr.
Was very tired.
Walked around and around.
Did not see him.

Then we decided to use our brains and went to JP 1 to look for him.
Found him.
I said hi.
He pushed me.
What fucking attitude.
It totally ruined my day.
Ruined the mood for that day.

We wasted time, alot of time.
And energy, alot of energy.
To find him.
I didn't say he is retarded or something.
I just said hi and this is what a good friend gave me.

Yeah, you must be thinking, why would i have this type of friend ?
I have no idea.
I'm too nice, maybe ?

After that.
Left him alone.
Went to the arcade to vent anger.

Polarbear arrived with his Samurai-Armour, Converse brand.
Another attitude *******.
We waited him for a very long time.
And because i was still playing a game.
He didn't wait.
He said i was wasting his time.
Oh wow.
Yet another good friend of mine.
But whatever.

Headed to shopping with Dragon after arcade.
Coincidentally, both parties met.
Went for movie after that.

Land of the Lost.

That movie was okay.
3/5.
Not that hilarious.
The girl beside me was about 10years old.
The scene wasn't right for her.
Kissing scene.
Touching scene(alot of them)
.....
Didn't bleed on the movie.
*Happy*

After that.
Went to eat dinner.
Was quite late already.
There was this, Riverside Indonesia BBQ store.
Their food is indescribable.

It was really good.
And cheap !
About $4 and you can taste one of the great BBQ food you ever tasted.
If only class BBQ had that standard.

Oh well.
Polarbear ate two plates, not surprisingly.
He didn't manage to finish it, surprisingly.

After dinner.
Was peak hour, so shopped around JP.
Didn't see any cloths i like at all.
Not to forget their stuff is expensive.

A great friend of mine.
Bought a shirt, which i really think doesn't fit him, well.
For about $70.

I mean, it's just a shirt, i don't see any special thing about it.
And without proper pairing, that shirt can really, look awful.
But who cares, his money, not mine.
So he bought it.

Next, we walked around the mall, more.
Until about 8(?).

Decided to go home by MRT.
Still had alot of people.
But compared to the peak hours, it's much better.
Reached home by 9.30(?).
Bath'ed.
Online'ed.

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Class BBQ is cancelled.
Ya wai.

I had it you fucking bitch.

You people just love to take advantage of me huh ?

I swore i shall not persecute nor irritate others.
I tried my best.
I become friendly.
Too friendly.
You took advantage.

So what does this say ?
I'm stupid i know.

This world isn't what i expected.
Being nice won't do.

I will not tolerate anymore of those acts anymore.
You know who i am talking about.
And i know you have been coming to my blog.
I know.

I want to say this to you.
Fuck off i had it with you.
I know whatever you are going to do next.
You are too predictable.
Just get out of my life.
I don't want to see you again.
Bitch.


A promise is a promise.
I will continue to follow what i had promised to all my friends.
If this ever happens again.
That's it no more Mr nice me.
I'm going back to my old self.

.......

And if i see you again, you better watch out.
You think i'm soo easy to be bullied ?
Think again.
I got my height for a reason.
i got in fights before.
I will take you on if i see you.
Trust me get out of my sight if you don't want to die.

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

Time passes fast.
More than half a month has past and i have yet to
do anything meaningful yet.
Through out the holidays, had been playing and having
fun.

Should learn a thing or two from Grace :D
She studys ! Like ohmygawd lol.

Anyway.

Today, went to Polarbear's house to *watch DVD*.
But BC can't borrow any DVD so it's cancelled.
Therefore.

Went for dinner instead.
Heh.

Went CauseWayPoint.
Went Sakae Sushi.

Lol.
The place was soo small can ?
Still able to squeeze in haha, maybe because i'm too big ?

Okay. Ate alot.
ALOT.

So full now haha.

After that went home with friends.
Dragon went off first at CCK.
Followed by me and BC.

Argh, soo full lol.
Had soo much can.
Won't tell you how many plates i ate haha.

Might go JB tomorrow.
Damned i spend another $25 today.
Got lesser to spend tomorrow D:
Shitzen ! ):

Monday, 15 June 2009

Was plurking happily today :D

Made sooo many new friends in plurk haha, thanks to robin :D
Thanks thanks !

Went to Westmall with friends today.
Arcaded.

Then headed to Lot 1.
Library'd followed by Arcade again haha.

Found an old classic game !
Man i miss that game hahaha.

Anyway, the people in Lot 1 is soo funny . __.
The boys there play dancing games.
And soo pro can ?
They step step step then all perfect O:

Lot 1 people = Dancing types.
I think they are gay doing that lol.
Learn real dancing !
Popping locking :D !

After that, went to Pizza hut.

First time for Dragon heh.

Ordered 2 couple sets . ___.

Their mango surprise ... is sooo good !
I love it alot haha.

After dinner, dragon went off first .. don't know where he go to.

Then headed home with Jom and BC.

BC had been wearing pink . __.
As usual i'm wearing white and black :D
Like a chess set lol !
(LOL)

Back homed.
Plurk first haha.

I think i'm addicted to plurk . _.

Ohh well, back to plurk !

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No secret passage today haha :D

Saturday, 13 June 2009

Went to JB with mommy on Thursday.

1 Conclusion.

Malaysia= LDC.

Why ?
The everything is soo !@#$#%$^*#.
And it's dangerous there D:

Anyway, went to JB's shopping mall.
On the way, saw their houses, all ... 2-3 storey houses.
Bungalows i suppose ?

They are like soo rich !
Or maybe the land was too cheap there.
Saw lots and lots of free land !
They can use to plant trees, or build those solar panel thingy to get energy !
They are soo stupid lah.
Save the earth please ?

Reached the mall.
The stuffs there are soooo cheap !
The price tag is exactly the same as Singapore's !

$20 shirt in Singapore.
$20 shirt in JB ( in RM )

So it's like half price can !
And i haven't include discount . ____.
So it's sooooo cheap :D

Bought alot alot of things.
Bought some presents too !

Then went broke for the rest of the month . _.

Anyways, had pizza hut there .
Was very cheap too - -''

About $90 for 5 person.
Means ... about $40 SG O: !

Yeah, will be going back there to buy more things !!
Maybe on next thursday ?

Haha.

Bought new specs too, now i look soo cool haha.

Bought alot alot of things..

SKATEBOARD.
$20
DDDD:
I'm soo buying that can ?
SG sells about $120 . _____.
and it's $20 there
FISH !

I'm broke ahhhhh D:

Web cam, $20 too !
DDD:

Need to save lots of $$ now !
Hah, anybody need anything ?
I'll buy at JB :D

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Being alone in this house, it's a torture !
Only computer as entertainment !
Restless and tired,
Entertainment becomes inutile.
Do not have friends to go out today too.

!

Urgh.

NUH doesn't want me anymore ..

Went to SGH today.
Singapore General Hospital.

Don't know why i got transfered into that hospital.
Maybe NUH doesn't want me anymore ?

Anyways, took taxi there.
Reached there in about 40mins.

Went to find the HPB.
Was a long long walk, about 30mins .. ._.

SGH is soo big can ?

Found the place.
Settled down.

Waited.

and waited.

and waited.


Was my turn.
Went in.

Took measurements and etc stuff.

Blahblahblah.

Don't like them.

And many many things happened.
Won't talk about it.


After that.
Met aunt.

She treat us to High Tea at Raffles.
Quite a cool restaurant.

She, living in bangalow, with two children scoring almost all A's and currenly overseas enjoying their lives, didn't do well in O' levels.

My aunt, scored 32 points in O level.
i Lol'd
She showed me that paper.

I was shocked.
32 points !

Was like OHMYGAWD.

I soo envy her children.

While studying, they get to tour around the world.
Whenever they like.
Whenever they want.
How cool.

Anyways, after High tea, went home.
Online'd

Lost interest in that flash game ..

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I might be going back home ...
To my real home ...
The place where i came from ...
And i might not come back ...

Thanks, alot alot alot !

Woke up very late today.
Woke up at about 12 ..

Online'd MSN.
Remembered the meeting me and smallsmall pig had !
Rushed !
Bathe and ran to the MRT station .__ .

Haha something funny happened after that.
Me and smallsmall pig keep walking pass each other in westmall ><><

Went to polarbear's house next.

Played with the dog ._.
Lol.
Used mind tricks on bengchew ( lol sorry x:)
Knew about their surprise waha.

Played monopoly next.
Was soo addicted haha.
Then played card games after waihian and claudy finished their drama.

Was fun too !

Then it's time to cut the cake !

They brought in the cake and sang me the birthday song :D
Sooo nice of them all !

Made a wish.
Hope it comes true.
Next, waihian and claudy left.
Watched some NC 16 DVD.
Watched half way only haha.
Polarbear's brother and sister are still young.
Quite a funny show :D

Had soo much fun today.

Thanks everybody for your presents and presence !

This is the first time i celebrate my birthday with friends !
This is the first time i recieved soo much presents !

Haha i sound soo pathetic.

Some other pictures :




I love this one the most :D
Presents by Waihian and Smallsmallpig.
Thanks friends !
I love you all :D


Really want to thank Jom.
Though he always attacts attention and stuff.
But he's really thoughtful huh.
The minute he knew it's my birthday.
He prepared everything in less than 2hrs !
That's like, the un-retarded Jom i knew !
Like soo Ohmygawd.
> <

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L oved how you guys tried to surprise me.
O n the other hand, i made you spill out the surprises.
V isualising every possibility with the clues you gave me,
E veryone, thanks alot.

Y ou guys spend some time on such a juvenile event.
O nly to please me.
U nder so much pressure of the up coming exams and events,

A ll of you still celebrated this birthday with me.
L ooking for presents for me, i'm really touched.
L ove you all !

Code number one, BROKEN. (:

Sunday, 7 June 2009

Went to friend's house today !
Played abit.

Dragon introduced the facebook games to me !
it's soo addictive :D

Will be playing it Heh.
Bye !

Saturday, 6 June 2009

Went for CCA CIP today.
Met with BC at gombak station first.

Went to JP, found jom.
Went to the Macs together.

Jom ordered Milo, as expected.
I ordered a huge breakfast thing.

Waited for Polarbear.
Polarbear could not find his way, gave him directions through
the phone.
Arrived after 15mins.

Clauds came next.
She didn't eat anything.
Was waiting for Smallsmall pig.

Went off at 8:45.
Saw the tin collection place.
Long queue.
Went for shopping.
Looked around the mall, lots of cool cloths.
Might be buying some.
Went back to the tin collection place, shorter queue.
Took a tin, shared with Polarbear.

Amount collected should be about $50 +
Stopped at 11.

Slacked.
Signed off.
None of the names were signed off, guessed we signed off first ?
Afew saw us, and decided to sign off too.
BC went back home to change cloths.

The rest of us went to buy peppermint mocha.
Was great.

Went to look for Smallsmallpig.
Helped her donate some $.
Then got pulled by many many other people.
Donated too.

Aprox. 9 stickers on my shirt.
I looked like a nice guy.
Pasted it on the bag.

Went to Westmall.
Ate.
Arcaded.

Went to CSC.
LAN'd.
Arcaded again.
Ate again.

Went to the other place, unsure of the spelling.
Went to eat yet once again.
Might want to try out Layzor Qehst sometime.

Home'd at 8.

Memory seemed good today.
Remember quite alot of stuff.
Didn't take any pills today.
Ohh i'm soo happy.
or not ..
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Having this life isn't what i wanted.
Although this is what i hate, i'll accept it.
Proceeding in life is what i must do.
People around me are said to be worst than me.
Yearning to have a normal life, is a wish that can never be fulfilled.

No matter what we do, nobody can be perfect.
Only improving oneself is what everybody should aim.
Worrying about the future more, will just bring more problems.

:D

Thursday, 4 June 2009.

Haven't been posting for days because i think sharing my experience
is of no importance to any of you,
nor is it interesting since i'm such a boring person.

Anyway, had class BBQ yesterday.

Went at 5 together with WeiJiet.

Reached and helped out.
Fire didn't want to start, so i gave up.

Mr loh came and started the fire for us instead.
The rest of the group went for a swim.

Majority of the girls got pushed into the pool, including Dawn.
Mr loh started BBQ-ing the food instead of waiting to be served.
Such a good teacher.

He BBQ'd the chicken wings first, since we had many.

They were great.
The cheese balls were good too.

Took some pictures of them all.
Had some fun.

Stayed until 11.
Walked Kristina home with friends.
Followed by walking home.

Reached home at about 1.

Tired on the 2nd day, woke up at 6 for school.
Slept alot.

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Looking at me, you say i'm emotional just because i'm more quiet.
Only by words can you express the thoughts you had for me.
Never had you shown any actions.
Even though we were so close, you seemed as if you didn't care.
Living in this way isn't what i wanted, i have my reasons.
You only thought about now and not the future.
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From now, most of the post will be ending this way.
That small passage had a double meaning.

The way of decoding might be different each time.
Goodluckhavefun.

30 May, Saturday; 2009

Went to my friend's house today.

Oh yes, i bought a new PS2 game !
And i'm going to try it out now !
It's Gauntlet; Seven Sorrow.

Quite a fun game.
Had quite a low score, but who cares huh ?

Even though MT O levels are 2days away from now, i'm still enjoying myself ..
I don't even seem interested in MT O levels.

All i hope is to pass.

In such a short time, it's not possible to increase my chinese vocabulary enough
for me to get a good grade, so why try soo hard ?

I miss my long long hair .. ):
I want them back now !

Man, i look soo stupid with this hair.





Gah, soo lonely, nobody to talk to in MSN.
Sigh.

Missed school.

Didn't go school today.
Woke up late ...

Guessed i took too much yesterday night when i can't sleep.

Anyway, MT O's are coming really soon.

Next week monday, is MT O's.

So not prepared.

And i don't even have an electronic dictionary yet..
I hope QQ Cussy lends me her dictionary ..

Might be going out today.
Destination unknown.

And i repeat; i'm not EMO.
Okay ?

Quiet doesn't link to EMO.

Emo people hurts themselves, and enjoys it.
Emo people over-react.
I don't fight the emo way.
I don't sing the emo song.

So, i'm not EMO !

Man, can't i have more peace in life ?

Anyway, i'm only left with 9 " chill pills ".

Hmm, that's like depleting so fast !

And i named them chill pill from Ms Swan.
Haha, man she's funny !

Hope i manage to forge a letter to Mr Ng saying that i'm sick.
Not fever, or eles he might want a MC because of the H1N1 these days.

And ... i forgot what i am about to say .. soo, bye !

I didn't delete the blog.

Didn't delete because of unpopular demand.
Will keep it simple.

From the blog, you can tell that, i am becoming more quiet.

Suits me huh ?

Angering lesser friends.
Provoking lesser people too.

Isn't this great for everybody ?

Yeah i'm a mute, so you might as well SMS me even when we meet face to face.


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Anyway, went to school today.

Didn't pay attention to any lessons.
I've decided to take the pills Dr. gave me.

The tranquilizer pills.

I took 2.

And the effects started.

The sensation .. really makes me feel like dreaming ..
I just can't describe the feeling.

During recess, i tried to share it, i know i'm stupid.

But he didn't accept it.


So, these things last for 8hrs ..

Hmm, i feel like heaven.

The last post.

Yes, this is the last post i will be posting for this blog.
Too early?
No ..

But don't worry, i'll still visit your blog when i have the time.
And i'll tag you.


For me;

The definition of friend is;


Someone who will always be there for you.

Someone who will share laughter and sadness with you.

Someone who will cheer for you on anything that you do.

Someone who will listen to all your problems.

Someone who will treat you as a friend.

Someone who will have a conversation with.

Someone whom can be trustable.

Someone whom can make you smile.

Someone whom can make you laugh.

Someone whom always offers help.

Someone whom is willing to share things with you.

Someone whom know how you feel.


I would like to thank all my friends for being friends with me.
Thank you.


The word best, suggest that there's only one.
There isn't 2,3,4 or 5 best friends for me.
I don't believe in such.

I'm removing bits of the blog alittle by alittle.


I just only want to talk to you now ..
and the memories .. i want them back.

I'm really ... sad ?

Exams ...
Had some fucked up paper i forgot about.
Only remember the chem paper ..
and English paper.

Didn't take the A maths paper.

Met with Clauds.
Headed to the cemetery she was talking about ..
Walk around.

Not gonna say whatever thats happened there.
Nothing to talk about.

The place just reminded be of her again.
And fuck i forgotten her name ...
Sigh.

All i remember was that it starts with A.
Hais .. the only memorise i got about her was the promise ..
the fight ..
the names we called each other.

That 6 days of knowing her ..
That was the best days of my life.

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Anyway, won't be blogging much these days.
Just .. don't come to this blog anymore okay ?
I'm gonna remove everything soon.
So yeah, just don't come anymore..

Tag box removed

Tag box removed to prevent that spammer from spamming.
Anyway, won't be posting much these days.
So might as well don't visit this blog anymore.

Moodless

Life is just not colourful anymore.

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I will NEVER trust another human.

Happy mother's day !

Mother's day was yesterday, but mommy was busy.
So we celebrate today ! :D

Today, missed maths suppl .__ .
Couldn't wake up D:
Woke up at 11+

Prepared and headed to Bugis.
I wore a coooool contrast set :D
My favourite because it's soooo commfy :D

Took MRT from Bukitbatok.
At Dover(?) Station.
I saw ... him and her together ..
Heart rate UP
Body temperature UP
Mind Going berserk.
Anyways i won't say who but, yeah i wanted to kill them.
Almost broke down that moment ...
._______ .

Anyways, eventually reached bugis to meet mommy.
Walked around.
At about 2pm.

Ate at a restaurant.

I think it's; Seafood Harvest.

The food there was soooo gooood :D
And expensive - -'

Bought steak and Catfish
Was coooool :D
And my favourite cuppocino ! ^ -^

After eating .. went to walk around.
Minutes later, nature called me ..

While approaching the toilet ..
i saw ... someone.
He was soo familiar to me at first sight.

Soo i went to take a closer look.
Yes !
It was my long lost friend i know for more than 6 years !

Caleb Sim !

We saw each other.

I stared at him, but he only glanced at me.
I can feel that he didn't recognised me ..
How can someone who was my 6yr friend forgotten me ?
Even though we lost contact for 3 years !

He was going to the movies with his friends ?

and WHOA he grown soo much !
His soo much BIGGER now X:

I sooo regretted not approaching him today ..
):

If i get to see him again, it must be fate !
I'll approach him if i see him again :D


Anyways, would like to say this to all mothers out there !
Happy mother's day !!

Ohmygawd i'm still soo high and i can't sleep !! D:

Ohh yes, i didn't take any pictures, because i don't like to. :D